Thursday, December 2, 2010

Tempat Luahan.

Hey bloggy..
nice to meet u again..=) Awk ngat x npe sy bole ad blog neh? sbb awk..kt cni cnte kte mkin bunge2 kn..=) tp hari ni sy rase blog neh cume tmpat sy,awk,n kte utk luah perasaan msg2..kt cni kte taw ap yg terjdi kt masing2 kn..awk ade bce ke ea ape y sy post sume neh?xplaaa..sy salu byg y awk salu bce post sy..* perasan lebey..=P sy dah mule suke ng blog neh sbb awk.sbb awk kn byk ajr sy bnde2 bru neh..=) sy ade bce ape y awk post. hmm..xplaa asal sy je y taw pon da cukup.nway,thnx fer da prays..awk,sy je y taw hati sy..awk pnah ckp kt sy kn,jan salu wt kputusan law xde ape2..tp awk?=P sy rndu awk jugax.sgt2..pg td sy dpt msg dri awk..hmmm sy ta berani nx reply ape.sy diam je..lam kpale sy,myb awk dah ade tman bru..ermm xpon awk da kwn balek ng ex Penk awk.hmm sy da xley halang da.sbb sy taw kte xmcm dlu da kn..awk,awk tetap lam hati sy.sy xpnh buang lawpon sket..pcyelaaa..=) sy harap awk pon bhgie.jan saket2 da..sy juz bole nshat..sy da xley usap pp awk,da xbole usap rmbot awk..da xbole tutup mate awk kalu ade chaye kcu  mse awk nx tdo..=) its ol bout memories aite.hmm but it is rlly sweet memory..=') kalo awk da bnci sy maafkan sume slh silap sy.halal mkn minum sy slme kte same..ey2 sje nx bgtaw,td sy g kdai sy nx bli coklat,mule sy nx mek cadbury,then sy letax blek..sy pon mek ferrero je..hmmm miss da moments! tc oke.no demam2! juz tc. gtg!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Maaf..

Hey Husna..=)
awk cne arini ni?chat x?demam awk cne ea?da oke da?hope awk chat salu..
awkk,sy nx minx mf dari hujung rmbut smpai ujung kaki sbb da byk sush kn awk.sbb da men kan hati awk.awk ta terlintas lagsung di hati saye na menkan hati awk..sy xpnh tipu sy sygkan awk..sy taw awk da byk mkn hati ng sye kn..maafkan sy..tp sy takot awk...sy takot sgt..sy takot sy akn luke kn hati awk lg..hari ni sy kuatkn hati utk tulis sumthing utk awk..sy xpnh lupe kan awk..sy than dri sy dri reply msg awk..jwb kol awk..tgok fb n blog awk..tp kdg2 tuh sy tgok jugax..sbb ta than sgt..sy rndukan awk sgt2 Husna..hmmm semalam awk tye sye..kalu awk same ng org laen ape sye rase kn? awkk..lpas awk tye tuh..jatuh air mte sye..sbb tu sy ta jawab..maafkn sye..mcm awk,sy akn hepi kalu awk hepi..if laki tuh jauh lg baik dri sy n bole pimpin awk..sy redha..=') sy akn sntiase doa utk awk..utk kbhagiaan awk..
Ey..
na taw x dax kecek sye ne cmne?=P die cumil..cumil sgt2..n mnje giler..=) sye suke tgok 'pipit' die..cm dax kecek hehee n i never ever 4get bout it!=) n then sye suke sgt die letak dagu die tas lutut sye bile kami jupe..cumil giler!=) ey..3 things sye suke sal awk Husna..ur smile,ur spirit,n ur changes..=) it made me proud of u..sye bngge sgt ng awk..sumpah! tp ade stu je sye ta suke sal awk..huh! awk tuh kuat melayan!=P pai org bule jatuh hati ng awk..awk kiut kn..jan laaaa layan k..satu tuh je xubah2..huh!=P n 
1 more thing jan laa ckp mnje2 ng org laen k..t org jatuh cnte+geram haa ng awk..aishhh~ bese laa budak2 kn..=P
Husna..
sye tataw nx wtpe skg..sye dah xcye cnte sgt..sye juz follow da flow je..sy sme ng die p0n bkn sbb hati sye kt die..tp terpakse..hmm awk salu ckp kt sye..sy tataw pe y sye nx..sye kne wat plihan..hmm tuh sume tekanan awk..im so sorry..lam hati sye da xde die o sape2 da..sye nx perbetul dri sye dulu..nx crik ape y sye nx sbnrnye..tp xbermkne sy xsygkn awk..sy tetap sygkan awk..cume sy takot sy lukekan hati awk lg..sbb sy taw,awk byk sgt saket ble ng sye..awk salu nges sbb sye..hmm sy gagal awk...maffkan sye..bkn niat sye nx bg harapan plsu o tipu awak...selame kte same sblom neh..ape y sye ckp..tuh sume dri hati sye..sy ta tipu..ape y sye rase sye luahkan kt awk..sy taw awk ta cye kn sye kn..awk ta pnh cye sye..hmm maaf..
Awak..
maafkan sye sbb sy bkn laki y mcm awk nx..mcm awk pk..maafkn sy sbb wat awk sygkan sye sgt..maafkan sye sbb sygkn awk tnpe taw ape y akn jdik..awkk time kasih sbb byk ajr sye bnde2 bru lam cnte..byk ubah sye..byk sedarkan sye..n byk bersabar ng sye..sye ta pndai bcnte..y sye taw cume bgatw ape y sye rase...dlm hati sye..maaf sbb ta sempurna..

Monday, November 15, 2010

Sorry fer silent.



..Husna..

I don't know what to say,
but I am sorry.
I didn't know how much you mean to me,
and I didn't know you really even cared.
I thought it was all a simple,
and I guess I was wrong.
You know I have been hurt before,
and it all seemed so wrong.
I knew you had my heart.
I did not know I had yours.
I never meant to break it,
and if I could change what happened I know I would.
I love you like I've never loved anyone before.
You weren't only my love,
but you were my friend as well.
I never meant to hurt you..
and I am sorry if I did.
My heart belongs to you,
and that will never change.

..Husna..

why i keep silent?
hmmm
for me
Placed no limit on word
With blotch upon my brain
Meaningful or absurd, 
I won't try to explain...
These lines are uncertain
Until the last I find..
i just can say..
i'm sorry.. 

..Husna..

i know i did a lot of mistake..
lot of hurts you got.
what should i do?
i'm afraid..
afraid enough to talk..
i know you hate me soo much at this time..
im sorry..
and i know sorry can change nothing..
but
im truly sorry..






Sunday, November 14, 2010

love MINE

Hey sayang
lme rase xtulis pape kt cni..kinda bz lately..
im sorry beby..
sygg...
trust me..even sy xsalu bke fb xsalu post kt space neh..
tp tiap ary sy stalking at ur pages..=P
ey sygg..
i owaz love u syg
syg awk wt sy rase sempurne even sy taw sy byk kkurangn..
sy nx jdk milik awk spnuhnye..=(
serisly i mean it..
sorry fer da bad thing i did last nite..
i juz miss u s0o much..
wen da darkness conquer da world..its u da only one in my mind..=)
i meant it..
sy byg senyum awk...pipit awk..ktwe awk..mnje awk..
its ol bout u dear..
i dunno y i keep thinking bout u..
bomoh ea?heee=P
ta kesa bomoh ke x,sy syg awk sgt2..hehe
sy sgt bhgie skg gn awk..<3
even awk wt2 'sombonk'..=P sy taw awk syg sy jugax kn?
thnx beby..
fer ol da damn nice beauty thing u hv done to me..hee=)
i love u more than u noe..
<3 <3 <3

Thursday, November 4, 2010

sayang!

Beby!
sy syg awk!=)
sy salu 'tgok' awk syg sejak kblkngan neh..
rndu kot..hee~
rndu sgt2 la!
ble bole jupe ea?
rndu mnje awk...rndu 'pipit' sgt2..=P
sy suke tg0k awk syg...
senyum je awk kn skg..
suke syg sy epy..=)
ey beby..
sy syg awk k..
ngat tuh!
xtaw nx ckp pe ag...
ngah buhsan l0r..heee
then ngat nx tulis sumthin kt awk..=)
k beby...
next time sy post ag ea...
ilyimyinyiwysm!<3

Saturday, October 30, 2010

-> Surat Dari Hati

awak..
knpe kte selalu mcm ne..?bergadoh xtntu pasal..saket awak...sy taw awk pon rase y same kn..tp knpe kte bia perasaan marah ne control dri kite?hmm..sy sygkn awk..n sy taw jaoh lam aty awk pon sygkn sy..kn? myb kte rndu each other kot kn..hmm awk,ble awk tye sy.."kite penah ade pape ke sblom neh?" hncor aty sy awk..sy xsgke soklan tuh akn kua dri mulot awk..sy xpnh skali pon kuatkan suare dpan awk..marah awk..sy taw myb sy bkn terbaik kn..tp sy sygkn awk..myb tuh xckop utk awk..sy taw..maafkan sy..
awak..
sbnrnye..sy nx bgtaw awk sumthin..sy da plan lme dah..sy nx awk jdk sumone special utk sy ble bufday sy nnt..sbb bg sy 2 la hadiah terbaik utk sy slme sy hidup..maafkan sy sbb terlambat..maaf sgt sbb sy bodo dlm bercinte..maaf awk..
awak..
org salu ckp pasal awk..ckp awk bukan gadis y baek..perampas..hotstuff n byk lagi..tp bg sy..awk gadis y sgt baek..mnje..n pelu perhatian 24jam..=) sy xpnh npk awk budak nakal,sbb sy tawn NurulHusna sy..sy syg awk..
xpnh sket pon lam aty sy,sy mnyesal knal awk..bg sy,knl awk sy bnde y sgt berharge..thnx awk,even sekejap awk bg peluang utk knl awk tp sy xkn lupe kn sume ttg awk..
awak..
jujor sy nx bgtaw awk..sy xpnh lalui ape y kte pnh buat slme neh..awk pon taw mksod sy kn..awk ajr sy mcm2..thnx..=) it means alot to me..
awak..
sy xmintk simpati o belas kasihan kt awk..sy cume nx awk taw ape y sy rase..sy nx bgtaw awk..saya CINTA NurulHusna sgt2..maafkan budax bodo neh..maaf..selamat tinggal..<3

-> Heartbeat 4eva

i wish she could understand me.

mlm ne aq da saketkan aty die.
aq taw aq da wt sumthin silly.
hmm..aq syg die.
taw die xcye.
ap ptot aq buat?
i wish she could understand me.
aq juz bole tgok n tggu ap die nx wt.
die nx blas dendam?
hm..
xpla hak die kn.
aq xpnh tpu syg die.
i wish she could understand me.
dats it.

Friday, October 29, 2010

GILA!!

xpernah dlm hid0p aq selama stdy kt cni dpt markah 6/20!!!
FUCK!!!
6/20%
6/20%
6/20%
6/20%
6/20%
mood: FRUST + GILER + BODOH

->its fer you


i love you enough to fight for you..
compromise for you..
and sacrifice myself for you if need be..
enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart..
no matter wut length of time its for.. 
and regardless of the distance..
enough to believe in our relationship..
to stand by it through the worst of times..
to have faith in our strength as a couple..
and to never give up upon us..
enough to spend the rest of my life with you..
be there for you when you need or want me..
and never..
ever want to leave you..
or..
live without you..

i love you this much...


WanChai:im going to smile like nothings wrong..
talk like everythins perfect..
act like its juz a dream..
pretend shes not HURTING me..=)

-> Sayang

Sayangku NurulHusna..
syg sy pd awk xpnh tipu..
cinte sy pd awk xpnh pudar..
biapon ap y jd..
biapon ad y mghalang..
sy tetap syg awk..
mcm mne sy mule2 syg awk dulu...
mcm tu juge hati sy pd awk skrg dn slmanye..
<3 <3 <3

Sayangku NurulHusna..
sy berharap cnte kte kekal..
hubungan ne mkin mekar..
sy syg awk sgt...
tnp awk hidup sy xtentu hala..
sy harap...
awk jujor ng hubungn ne..

Sayangku NurulHusna..
sy xminte awk berubah krn sy...
jd la dri awk slme mne awk nx..
sy tggu..
terus tggu..
untuk awk sy sggop..
bhgie awk adalah bhgie sy..
saket awk adalah saket sy..
semoga hubungan ne terus berkekalan..

~SAYANGKU NURULHUSNA~






Wednesday, October 27, 2010

-> Note Fer Her

Hey..
i juz wanna her 2b hepy..
i  mean it...=)
l0ok at her face wif smile mean alot 2me...
her smile f0r me like a th0usand dollar in da bank..=P
hmm..
myb i g0tta go fer awhile..
fer her heppiness..
im s0ry fer everythin syg...

i love my TEMBAM s0o much!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

11.01 am

syg..
b juz ade 30mins sblom g kelas..
b da bce blog syg..
i noe u hv alot of suffers..
hmmm syg b ta ley teros bg kate2 indah cntik utk syg salu kn..
b taw syg penat lalui sume neh..
kdg2 b pk jugax patot x b teros mcm neh..
teros 'pkse' syg ng b..
b taw b xley ilg syg..
b salu terngat sume sal kte biapon kte bru same je..
tp rase cm da lme...
b xnk idop tnpe awk syg...
tp kalo syg penat..
b taley pkse kn syg?='(
kalo syg xhepy wtpe b nx pkse ag kn..
b syg TEMBAM b sgt2..
bg b,awk hepy lg penting dr hidup b..
awk hidup sy...

Monday, October 25, 2010

-> Miss HEr damn Much!

sayang..
sy rndu awk sgt..keep looking at ur pics..again n again..=P
u turn me craze too hunn..
sy rndu ble awk pelok sy mse na tdo..mse awk sejuk..mnjew awk..rndu na usap rmbot awk,pp awk..
sy rndu semue ttg awk syg!

p/s : sy syg TEMBAM sy! sy rndu TEMBAM sy!



*Budax neh mnje n sy suke!

Wut should i do??

malam neh die ckp die saket! hah! ape aq nx buat neh??? xkeruan aq pk dri td lg..hmmm...
ape ptot aq buat?? tlg laaa someone! die saket!!
sayang.. maaf sgt sbb xade kt sisi awk saat neh..=( 

"i wish i can b at urside always syg..sy nx belai rmbot awk..nx usap pp awk..moge2 awk xterase saket sgt.." - aq na bgtaw die neh moge die lebey tenang n kuat..



p/s: "syg..thn taw..sy taw awk kuat..awk bolel face sume neh..sy syg awk sgt..sgt2!" 


-Plez have a good care syg-


-Cartoon fer you-
*coz i noe u love cartoon aite?=P




Sayang Selamanya

Die dtg dlm hidop aq x smpai sebulan tp aq rasa mcm dah lama dgn die. aq xtaw np aq suke die np aq syg die. kosong hidop neh kalo sehari xdga psl die. risau aq pasal die Tuhan je y taw. aq nx sgt same ng die slalu. nx tgok senyuman die ktawe die. kalo bole smue bnde aq nx wat same ng die. die la ktwe aq nges aq. die hidop aq skg. hmm..tp, Tuhan je taw ap aq rase skg. kdg aq rase die bkn utk aq. aq taw die bkn utk aq sorg. die hak ramai org. n ade rmai y syg die. rmai y tergila2 kn die. npe aq jupe die? npe aq syg die? hmm..tah lah..


" YA Allah, andai dia utkku,tetapkanlah hati dia utkku,palingkan dia dari hati2 y mahu menyakiti dan merosakkannya.jauhkanlah dia dri malapetaka y mampu memalingkan dia dri jalanMu"doaku utk die setiap hari. 

aq xpndai nx tunjuk syg dekat die. even die sebelah aq,aq rase mcm jauh sgt. aq xtaw die cye aq syg die ke x. aq nx die cye y aq syg die sgt2. kalo dunie mudah utk kte buat pilihan,aq plih die. die byk ceriakan hidop aq. die nyalakan hidop aq y da lme padam. aq nx die taw sume tuh. tp cmne aq nx bgtaw die? aq taw die xpnh cye aq.hmm..
aq xpnh pkse utk die syg aq. aq juz nx die hepy sbb aq taw die dah lme terseksa. aq ysg die. npe Tuhan uji aq dgn mcm ne skali? kdg2 aq rase aq dah gagal lam hidop neh. aq nx die! np susah aq nx wat kputusan utk plih die?hmm..
die ade byk sgt teman lam hidup die. aq taw sume tuh. aq taw die xpnh lupe sume teman2 hidup die. kdg2 aq jelez ng sume tuh. aq takot nx bgtaw die. takot die lari dri aq. aq xnk kontrol die. aq juz nx die taw y aq syg die sgt. 


"Ya Allah, aq terlalu sygkan Nurul Husna. Temukanlah dia dgn lelaki yg terbaik y mmpu mgubah nasib hidopnya andai aq bknlah lelaki itu. Dia tidak layak utk menerima semua ujianMu y terlalu berat Ya Allah. Ringankanlah segala tanggungan y ditanggung olehnya kerna dia hambaMu y sgt daif dan lemah. Ya Allah, andai kata ini pertemuan terakhir kami, tetapkanlah hati dia untuk terus mengingati ku sbgmana dia terus mengingatiMu. kasihanilah dia sbgmana Engkau mengasihani hamba-hambaMu y lain." amin~






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